*Gin is feeling*
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Friday, August 08, 2003
Sleepy Day..
Another holiday of the week..It has been long since i last blog.. guess i should start bloggin every day. What a wonderful feeling when we were informed no school today. I had spent most of my time sleeping sleeping and sleeping.. Guess this is wad i am.. a pig..
Yesterday .. Wahh on bus.. i saw a guy in brown shirt and blue pants. Standing ard 1.78++ .. Yes i have seen him before in lab lessons or lecture. He always seem to be looking in my direction, probably looking at mich or sarly. Well a handsome dude out there that deserves another look. Let me further describe him. He has small eyes, single eyelids, very tall, looks atheletic,looks clean/neat and well very cute when he smiles(ok ..i notice his existence quite long ago). Continue abt the bus.. i got on the bus at the interchange.. no i nv see him.. but he got on the bus same bus i am in at the bus stop outside the school campus. I saw him in lab today.. cos i notice him looking at my direction(i think he is not lookin at me).. Well.. i nv tot that he will get on the bus .. cos the bus is very very packed when he got on. He stood at the entrance door when the door closes.. I have a funny thought then.. Hope he could stand infront of we when this stinky man infront of me gets off the bus Hahah.. i am abit cheeky lar.. but it is just a thought.. Maybe god up there heard my prayers... That guy in front of me got off the bus next stop and he move in and stand infront of me... My heart suddenly began to pump 200bpm... something like tat i started to hold my breath to prevent me from panting like a wolf... hahahahha.. I am very shock that he actually stand in a direction tat faces me cause normally people dun stand in tat way.... (hope i nv blush). I soon found him turning ard and notices his friend on the bus... he moves backwards and talk to him.. After that .. i think he knows tat i keep turning and look at him.. cos when i look at him.. he turns and look at me too.. But soon i got down the bus.. too shy to look at him when i got down..
i met xin on weds 6/8/003.. Wow she has grown more and more beautiful(yes she is always beautiful to me). I really like talking to her, or plainly hear her talk. She is a very special friend, a friend that give me a very different feeling, a friend that always acts as a sister that protects me in anyway.
Well, wad surprises me most was that i actually told her my long kept secret.. A secret which i kept for ard 3 yrs . I never intend to tell anyone.. but maybe it is just in spur that makes me talk abt it. Well, it is no big deal, no big story, not great stuff, but some memory that now in this world only the both of us knows it. (Hope no one else know)Of course she was surprised about it and wish that i could express myself more often.Well.. i hope too..
I am someone whom everyone can find me bad in communication. I often stutter, or cant make out what i actually want to say. I have low confidence thus i am not those person that goes ard making lots of friends by communicating.
Most of my friends i made were either introduced my my closer friends, or somehow.. i dont know why i like to smile at people , thus i have made friends thru tat way. funny ar ;)
I ask xin if there is any vacancy for part time job in her place, and she says have... hope i can work asap..
I want to lose WEight!! Holidays sucks! Either it makes my wallet burned a hole or it makes me grow horizontally.
Birthday is near.. i am going to be 18 soon.. hope i can lose some weight..
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