*Gin is feeling*
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Wednesday, August 20, 2003
Today..
Actually i should have met xin for the job interview, but she told me last night that her boss is on leave . Well i guess she never told him about my interview event. Its not the first time such thing happen, ok for this incident is the first but okies since its a rest day, i really indulge myself in food again.
I watch all the dramas at one shot all the variety shows.. thought thats a good way to handle emptiness, but after all the previews of clips.. i feel empty up in my mind again.
Emptiness is what i feel these past few days, i feel that i have not achieve alot in life. Missed out too much.What is it? Can i get what i missed out back?
I have let mich seen tat previous site before.. thus i republished into a new site. i just hope everything can start anew. Just hope that no one i know knows too much about me. They can't accept, they wished and thought they could but almost everytime, they end it with some heartbreaking events. Not that mich have hurt me, but it is just that i can't bear to lose someone like her anymore. Friendships incision leaves deep scar then any other things... as it is for now.
You always knew just how to bury your
sins beneath my skin
i am the fevered words you wished you'd
never said
i am the saddest song that haunts you
in your sleep
i am the thought that wakes you from
your sweetest dreams
Tonight I'll walk these halls
Studying the cracks in the walls
To die internally
To die eternally
The death of all that i dreamed shaken
from your sweetest dream
From deaths grasp i shall rise and will
rise one last time when the tears top
the laughter
Its time to go home and here i am the
greatest lie you ever told
I am the incision that leaves behind
the deepest scar
I am your heart when your head says
walk away
No one dies no dies alone i'll send
this chill straight through your bones
I am not anyone you know
Ghost from your past here to seize your
soul.
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