*Gin is feeling*
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Friday, August 22, 2003
hehee final count down to my birthday....... 6 days left!!
Hot day........
Left home for school at ard 1330. I hate the sun, especially when i wear long sleeved shirts. It was cold the past few days.. Wad happened!! Lesson were short and sweet. Lucky is not a long and dreadful day where that are lecture the whole day. However, todays project meeting makes me feel that the project pressure is coming. Alot of submission to be done, alot of things to do. Holidays coming soon but it aint going to make it better.
Saw alex today, at block m. He was still usual, not that handsome but full of charm and style. I guess he nv notice me, maybe he is avoiding. Later at mac canteen, i saw him again. Out of polietness, i wave a hi to him, he seem to be out of polietness to say hi to me too, can see that he is very unwilling. Duno why.. Hope that i am over sensitive. Hope that this type of behaviour is not because of the "spying" caused by me and mich. Hope so. Well, so sad im stuck in between, one new friend and one old friend. It is so sad to be mistaken, well, i dont like him, so he shldnt avoid. I know i couldnt after this incident.
Saw brown guy and his gf today again. This is my mistake for having a crush on someone u can always see often. So much often. Heart still hurts sometimes, but not really that much now.
Something very scary happened today. I am shocked by sister's behaviour!! ok it is common for people to have bad mood, quarrels, but.. fancy throwing something hard at his gf. Wadever quarrels they have also cannot physically attack a person mar!! Where is his sense of self control. My god .. i can sense that he is some guy that will beat his wife when he got married. So violent. Pity his gf.. She still pick but the spectacle box for him .. if i were her .. i would leave the room immediately .. let him no face. Scary violent, abusive man.. :X
ate too much again today. dieting ? i guess im not in tat track any more.. no self control.. hehehe
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