Monday, February 16, 2004
it has been so long since i last blogged. I wish somethings nv happen these days. actually i hope i didnt know too much of brownie.
So its about a story of him and a girl name steph. well I wish i didnt know, but i did. i know he didnt succeed, i know he needs someone like her, so beautiful and makes the person feels like the world rules for him. I wish i could, but i know i couldnt , cos he seems to be so highly, and so unapproaching. I wonder if the cupid shot me thru like how he was shot by steph, i guess the cupid aim wrongly, he needs her more then i need him.
I know everything shouldnt start, but i duno from when, i start and crave to just have a view of him, go about looking for him, have him in my mind. I know im fortunate just to have a peek , but i guess feelings starts to grow each time i got to see him. I start to become jealous about who he likes , what he do, and everything. I'm afraid. I dun wish this is an obbession for someone i dun even know.
This valentines day i sunk myself in my bed again. I just wish that being asleep could kills all the sickness abt being single for these few years, well, it still didnt. time doesnt seems to wait for me.. i duno how to express how i feel.. i wish i knew.
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